Tomorrow is our blood test. I'm 40% optimistic, 30% terrified and 30% numb. I've had plenty of symptoms that can easily be chalked up to the progesterone and the patches and I'm missing symptoms that seem like pregnancy must haves. The 40% optimistic is largely connected with one particular symptom that feels legit. At a number of points over the past week, I have felt this tickle and itch behind my belly button. It's hard to describe - but it feels like something is happening down there.
We'll see. Either way, I just want to get on with my life. Yesterday was my birthday and C was great about making it very special, but it just feels like I can't celebrate or completely feel anything until we know if this worked.
We'll be OK either way. I've been really emotional over the last week - I think in some ways I might be guarding myself from a blindsided BFN like our last IUI attempt. I'm ready to move forward or move on.
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I hope so much for both of you that the tickle is a positive. One more day...keeping my fingers crossed for you!
Happy birthday (yesterday). Thinking of you and hoping this worked!!
Happy Birthday fellow Libra! Fingers crossed for you two tomorrow. 40% optimistic is good!
Happy Birthday! Mine was yesterday too :-) I wish with all my heart that the tickle is a very good sign.
Happy Belated and good luck. I hope it worked!
cant wait to hear the results!! wishing you lots of good luck today!
Happy birthday! Anxiously awaiting good news...
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